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Currently Listening Hypnotize By System of a Down Lonely Day see related

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"Lonely Day"

-S.O.A.D.

Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss
Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you

Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Life

Such a lonely day
And its mine
It's a day that I'm glad I survived

Currently Listening From Under the Cork Tree By Fall Out Boy Dance Dance see related

Well hello....

I don't even know if anyone reads this thing anymore...

but in the rare case that someone out there gives 2 shits about my life, I'll update. Only because a lot has changed lately...

1) The wedding is no longer May 20th. It has been postponed to a date that I don't know at this point. To make a long story short, Mike isn't ready and there were some concealed issues to deal with. So we've been seeing a counselor....he basically said that things are normal. Therefore we've been taking it day by day working things through and figuring things out. We seem to be doing a lot better. We've only had 2 big fights in the past like 4 weeks-month. So I think that is good.

2) My Gram who was dealing with breast cancer treatments and stuff at age 82 is now having other problems. Her lung is retaining fluid. Seems that the cancer drug she was taking caused it plus her heart to be weakened. So things there are not good at all. Plus my Gramp broke his arm and is in a sling. He is wearing a Life Line necklace so th at if he falls when unattended assistance can come immediately. It's kinda scary, I mean I knew that my grandparents wouldn't be around forever but I didn't. Know what I mean? Growing up there is this little bit of unrealistic fantasy that your whole family lives forever and things are fine for as long as you live. Now I'm realizing that it's not the case. I've been really disturbed by this lately. Especially haunting is the thought that my grandparents may not be at my wedding now....

*SIGH*

3) I've been at my job for over a month now and it's been a rollercoaster. Some days I love my job, others I want to quit. So....yeah. My kids are pretty much adorable with the exception of the few that I want to strangle on a daily basis. They tell me they love me allt he time and compliment everything from my hair to my necklaces to my clothes to my sneakers to my  nailpolish. Nothing like a bunch of preschoolers to up your self esteem

4) Valentines day was great....somehow I ended up with a 1/2 ct diamond eternity necklace (also called the circle of life pendant)

5) Mike and I are currently debating moving into a 2 bedroom apt or buying a house.....we will be deciding by Monday so this should be fun (lol)

Well....if anyone at all reads this, please write a comment so that I know that someone out there gives 2 shits about my life Thanks

Luv,

Jenn

Currently Listening From Under the Cork Tree By Fall Out Boy see related

It is a beautiful day outside and I am inside trying to smile.....

*sigh*